We Are The Monsters

What kind of family talks shit behind your back? I am seriously fed up with my family and they can continue to talk shit about me, I don’t give a shit anymore. Go fuck yourselves!

So once again I lay here in my bed not being able to sleep because my brain won’t shut off. I keep thinking of all the things I should’ve done instead and how different my life would be. I’m just going have to deal with what I have now and more opportunities will come, I suppose. Also, my best friend/little brother just moved over 200 miles away and I miss him dearly. :( I’m going to miss talking to him in my room at night, going on rides into town, and especially his hugs. The only person who understood me. For now these things will always keep me up, sleepless nights